ok .
so i am happy and sad now .
i noe the cause of the recent mood swing .
and feeling down and etc feelings .
they are all known as PMS .
yes .
it is Premenstrual Syndrome
and these are the symptoms.
the three most prominent symptoms are
irritability, tension, and dysphoria (unhappiness).
It may vary for different people .
Most girls with premenstrual syndrome experience only a few of the problems.
these are the other symptoms.
Abdominal bloating
Abdominal cramps
Breast tenderness or swelling
Stress or anxiety
Trouble falling asleep (insomnia)
Joint or muscle pain
Headache
Fatigue
Acne
Mood swings
Worsening of existing skin disorders, and respiratory (eg, allergies, infection)
or eye (bulbar disturbances, conjunctivitis) problems
see .
so pls do forgive miie if i offended you these few days .
it is the some days of every months .
i hope and pray to have more regular P .
cos it is making my body suffer .
and by regular i mean monthly .
not a few months once .
even though it is troublesome to have P coming .
but when P come it means i am healthy as bad blood is flowing out .
so i wish P can visit miie regularly .
i wann to be a healthy baby .
i mean person .
oopps .
ok aniwae tons of things to talk about .
since i cant slp .
must well just post them .
so ytd wasnt a big deal .
cook a home-cook meal .
and todae godmummy came back from KL .
and bought tons of clothes, bags, shoes and food .
so i got tons of clothes and shoes .
now i got enough clothes to do a fashion show or something like tat .
but .....
quite a few pieces are quite revealing .
and of cos i will try not to wear those to sch .
cos ....
it might be a bit ..... you know .
ok den these few days .
just keep having all these weird weird de feelings .
is like when i wake up .
i cant reali rmb my dreams .
but in my dreams there is this guy .
cant reali rmb how he look like .
he seem to be my lover ?
but i dunno why i think i have been crying in the dreams .
cos whenever i wake up .
i just feel so down and sad .
not just the normal morning sickness .
cos i onli have those morning sickness when people wakes miie up .
but these time is a different situation .
i wake up all by myself .
but i feel rather sad and have the urge in bursting into tears .
so wad am i suffering from ?
or is it PMS tat is causing all these probs ?
who will ever know .
ok this post is getting a bit too long le .
goona end it with .
i will be going for the interview and will psot if i get the job or not .
so yupx .
gonna try to catch some slp .
good night
OYASUMINASAI.