Friday, October 30, 2009

insonmia + sick

i dunno why .
cant slp .
and look at the time now .

got feedback abt my jap post .
saying it is verii troublesome .
hahas .
so i think english is still the preferred lang .
hahaas .

anyway if it is jap .
maybe onli zizi will understand ba .

LOL !
now i just feel so sianz .

i miss him .
what can i do ?

tmr gonna spent like a tons of $$ .
haiz .
sianz .

hope this time i can get my pay .
if not chop off my head le la .

den tmr maybe will wait for the masks to come .
after that prepare go bugis .
take the shirts .
den go to work .

after that work .
will try to give him the shirt .
hope pray and wish he will accept it .

haiz .
PRAYING ....
please please accept the shirts .
please please dun reject miie .
please please listen to this .
please please answer to this .
please please please .

ok it sound less like praying .
but ....
i reali reali pray and hope and wish .
made my wishes come true please .

may i be blessed .
ok .
i am starting to yawn le .
good sign .
meaning i am getting tired le .

so will go to bed soon .
setting my alarm at i think 10 in the morning .

Thursday, October 29, 2009

君に届け

現在君に届けのアニメーションを見て。

明日の作業になります。
その後、私は彼が表示されます
しかし、私は、息子の顔を知っていない

どのようにi言葉で置くことができます
彼も、理解するのだろうか?
もし私がもっと彼よりも頑固なことができます参照してしなければならない

私はまだシャツを購入する
もし彼はそれをしたくない
次に誰が見たいしなければならない

私の漫画を読んで実施する予定
ので、たぶん私は明日掲載する予定です

おやすみみんな

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

日本語ポスト

どのようにひらがなを書くことでてきしゅつ.
ので、この私の最初にポストされる日本語.

分からない場合は、音が変 ?
ので、この記事を書いて翻訳を使用しています.

この記事を読む
翻訳は、Googleを使用する.

私は英語を入力する時、どのように日本語を理解する学習の健全される
ので、私の次の投稿は、トランスレータを使用してください。読む

としては、次の記事をすべて日本語で行われます

そして最後に、私は彼の愛

freedom ~

todae is the first day of freedom .
later during break will go do nails .

den after that attend SSSD .
6pm will den go zizi hse .
order pizza and mummum .

but i feel so tired and shag leii .
cos you know why ?
cos ytd cried like shit .

cried my guts and heart out .
cried out loud .
now my eyes feel so swollen .

tired like mad .
haiz .
read so many things .
and given myself so much hope .
hoping he will accept miie .
but wad else can i do now .
other den wait for him to realise ?

but i can onli sae .
he thinks that if we are tgt .
and if things doesnt work out .
i will do smth stupiid .
hahaas .

maybe i might .
hahaas .
who knows .
but i think if i reali love him deep enough .
the things he worried abt might come true .

but if i dun love him that much as i think .
den i am afraid the one who will get hurt might not be miie .

so wad shld i do .
anyway this friday i will still insist in going to buy the shirt .

no matter he is taking it or not .
i will just get it

HUMPH !
DUNCARE !!!!!!

cried and cried

i cried my guts out .
no one heard miie cried out loud .
no one can understand .

how i feel .
depressed
tortured .
confuse .

haiz .

Monday, October 26, 2009

home alone in action.

hahaas .
will be acting out home alone .
cos daddy mummy going oversea tonight .
ahhahaahah

9 days of freedom .
until next wed .

den now i still doing the stupiid user guide .
so damn irritating la .
ARGH !

wann the teacher to delay the hand in time date .
but he dun let .
how ??????

user guide due-d

today by 6 there is a lab work due-d .
and it is a sample of our assignment .

so wad i have to do is to write a user guide .
and i decide to write a user guide about blogger .

but one verii bad thing is i dunno how ,
no template etc etc .
so i dunno how to do .

den i got nothin i can say .
need start doing now .

i have to complete smth everyone else have 3 days to do .
but i onli have 4 hrs .

so jiayou jiayou !!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

first week of school

todae is the last day for my first week of school .
and we alreadiie have tons of assignments, reports .

so is like the first got 7 weeks .
and i reali reali have to stop skipping classes .
skipp-ed todae class halfway .
didnt get my mc in time ,

so dunno wad i will be doing .
soooo .

anyway have to say i reali verii tired .
and excited cos tmr workin .

dunno wad will happen .
and i will be changing my skin again .
cos realise my skins is like rol's .

so wann to change .
i need new base codes la .
STUPIID YI .
give miie non original de basecode !
damn it .

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

third day of school

todae is the 3rd day of school .
bad to worse to worst .

cos ytd nvr go lesson .
den today come den i realise .
i will be seeing one teacher for like 14 hrs a week .

out of 23 hrs of lesson .
i will be seeing him for the 14 hrs .
plus out of the 23 hrs .
5 hrs is lec .
which mean i can dun go .
up to my mood .
so shld be counted as 18hrs of complusory studies .
so it will be 14/18 .

it is like verii bad la .
it is like in my first term .
i have to spent like more than 3/4 of my sch hrs with this teacher .
how good is this ?

so all i can say it was good that i nvr come ytd .
cos if not he will know i wann skip his class .

hahaas .
so now no choice have to come everyday .
except for lec .
given if i am not tired and good in mood .

so abt there le .
need to post off le .
if not he will say i keep using the com .
on non studying material etc etc ....

ciao people ,
love you guys .
counting down 2 more days to work .
woooohoooo .

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

second day of school

i skip-ed sch today .
actually planned to go for the 3pm lesson de .
but after that ....
started feeling moody or put it this way moodless .

so i skip-ed sch todae .
hahahas .

and den when i was watching my show .
i realise p visited .
so understood why so moody .

den trying to not feel so moody .
but was tryin to find the little thing to transfer game .
cant rmb where i put it .
so now cannort find it .

verii easily got irritated .
haiz .
now still lookin for it .

but a bit give up le .
hopefully it will be found some whr .

anyway change a new blogskin .
i still find the color combiie a bit weird .
so still lookin for a better background .

Monday, October 19, 2009

first day of school

today is the first day of school ,
is like i totally suffer from insomnia ,
it is such a torture .

i came to school early ,
and sat in the LT with rol .
talk a bit and etc etc .

den after that attended EBM de lec .
super ultra boring !
den thought got lab but in the end no lab .

soooooooo .
i went to buy food for mummy ,
den after that went home .
finish watching criminal minds season 5 episode 4 .

den after that i went to divine nail .
got an express medicure .
praying hard my manager wont realise this fri .

still thinking and missing him like mad .
hope he is ok .
hope he will be with miie .

love him like crazy .
and i wann him to love miie too ,

Sunday, October 18, 2009

tormented & depressed


i dunno why .
just cant help myself .
obessed with you .
but there is nothin i can do to make this feeling go away .

dont wish to trouble you .
but i still send you the sms .
i think i am just pure evil .

and now i am being tortured by my sins .
knowin you cant give miie any answer .
i told you that it was not needed to give miie an answer .
but i lied !

i reali wann the answer from you .
but like they say .
your reaction is slower den others .
plus i didnt ask an answer from you .
so somehow ....
it came by that i wont be gettin the answer i need to hear ,

need to protect myself from you .
from the hurtful answer that you will be giving miie .
maybe now like this is the best way ?

i wonder how it will be next fri ?
will i still face you with a different emotion ?
or will this feeling still linger ?

i dunno and cannort guarantee .
dont wann any regrets .
so i hope you can forgive miie .
cos i am so selfish .

i onli think of myself .
maybe i am just not good enough for you ba .
6 days .
you left miie alone for 6 days of agony .
now in return .
i gave you a confession .
and same thing .
i gave you 6 days too .
these 6 days i dunno wad will happen .

will you avoid miie next fri ?
i also dunno .
but i hope not .

maybe even if we cannort be tgt .
we can be friends right .

even thinkin of it makes my hearts aches .
it aches because it means to a ending of smth possible ?
i dunno .

feelin so tortured, confused and depress .
wad else can i say more to let you know abt how i feel .

will you ever feel the same way for miie as i have for you ?
this is a unknown answer .
also the answer that i dun reali have the courage to face .

so please let this 6 days pass soon .
and i hope the agony can stop .
hopefully i can move on fast if a rejection is cast .

but alwaes hope for the best right ?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

sick + love sick .

hahaas
i think i am coming down with serious cold and slight fever .
but later on still got work at 4 .
haiz .

have to go .
cos tmr will be the last day i see him .
before sch reopen that is .

den after sch reopen .
i will be onli workin on weekends .
and hopefully can see him .

he cut his hair after he came back from malaysia .
and he is like cuter den before la .
plus start to show a little charm here and there .
making my world spin like crazy .

so maybe i am sick because of love .
hahahas
love the way he talk to miie .
and the way he look at miie .
the way we both look at each other .

OMG !
i am going crazy le la
anyway todae rol came to eat .
and she took a shot of miie and him tgt !!!!!
TGT !!!!
A PHOTO .
WITH MIIE AND HIM ONLI !!!!

hahaas .
driving miie crazy .
he was a bit concern when he know i was sick .
but i dun wann him to be worried .
so i told him i wasnt .

haiz .
i am turning to be so shy .
haiz .

anyway i going to shower
after that going to look for flu medi .
den maybe will go straight to bed after eating medi .

so people good night .

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

timetable

haven release the time table yet .
so irritating leii .
tmr totally no time to check la .
argh !

den is like i wann know next sem the schedule if it is packed or not .
hahaas .
i am going a bit bonkiie le .
die die die .

anyway todae start work at 5 .
but will be going down early to meet jin man .
cos she break at 3 .
and we are going to china town to eat !
hahaas .

i know i know
everytime eat eat eat .
but one things is that i wann try ma .
so later will go down and meet her .
but i no $$ le .
need go withdraw again !
haiz .

ok so i am going to read my book le .
will do a review on it once i am done reading .

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

blog neglected

sorriie people .
been reali busy with work .
and super tired .
plus nothin much to blog about .

anyway i bought the gel liner .
and it is quite good actually .
i also bought a anna sui lip gloss todae .
it cost miie 33 dollars .
and i am still spenting money like no body business .
but i am in debt le .
die die die !

because right i haven got my pay yet .
which is like damn shitty .
and i am going to work my ass off this week .
my onli off day is sunday .

which i hereby declare :
I LEE QIAN HUI,
IS GOING TO SLP THROUGH THE WHOLE DAY .

and here i am still wondering can i do it or not .
i know last time i can .
but now ?!
i dunno .
haiz .
life is so shitty .
and it will eventually get worst when sch reopen .
haiz .

and i dun even know my time table yet .
and it is supposed to be out any day this week .
so people if you know .
do sms miie or give miie a ring k .
and darlings !
come and find miie at my work place .
den can go enjoy night life .

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

dinner with zizi/ shopping

todae i will be going shopping .
den after that will meet zizi for dinner .
at ....
TAMPOPO !
hahaas .

but anyway i hope i got enough $$.
have to buy new clothes for work .
den after that need go buy my eye liner .

will den travel down to liang court de kinokuniya .
wann buy books to read .
haven been reading .
lack of some verii profound vocab to use in life .
wahahaas .

just purely nothin much to do other den work .
so to not slow myself down .
wann to read on the way to work and after that .
so wann to find a gd book to read .

ok got to put on some make up
den cam whore .
after that i will go shop for my things le .

maybe at parkway ba .
so anyone who is going there and wann meet miie ?
hahaas .
just give miie a ring k .
ciao

Monday, October 5, 2009

pay delayed

still dunno when i can get my pay .
but i think i going to go buy my stuff le .
hahaas .

gel liner .....
any other brands i can chose from ?

Saturday, October 3, 2009

gel or pencil ?

recently been busy workin .
so reali nvr go out .
hopefully next week can go watch movie etcetc .

anyway i wann to change eye liner .
and i am caught between two choice .
one is majolica's pencil eye liner .
and the other is maybelline's gel eye liner .

i heard that actually gel liner is better .
but i swtill do not know how to use it .
and they say gel liner do not smudge so easily like pencil liner .

but i also wann majolica's pencil eye liner .
haiz .
and the new shiseido eye liner i also like .

but will have to buy and then know which is better .
and if gel liner is good .
den i might change for good .
sooooo .
i think i will buy all 3 ?
hahaas .
broke like mad .

plus a mistake from the office maybe ?!
my pay is onli $2.35 .
wad a joke right .
is like lesser den half an hour of my pay .
hahaas .

so i told my supervisor and he say he will look into it .
so now i have to wait .
haiz .

wann to get my pay asap .
so many thing to buy .
so many thing i wann to eat .

Friday, October 2, 2009

i miss HB like crazy

haven been taking pics of myself .
so i cant post any recent pics .

as all you know i cut my fringe .
and it is veri hideous .
so ....
i am not taking pics .
plus no event or outing .
keep working and resting at home .
so no pics .
but i do have belated pics .
some old pics i took .

ok so shld i post unglam pics or nice pic leii ?
hahaas .

ok so i have decided .
i shld put my bdae outing de pic .
one that everyone love verii much .
including myself .
it can be one of the best pics of HB .


love the smiles in this pic .
like everyone is truely happy !

have been workin recently .
and never chat or even meet out with HB .
sianz .
miss them like mad .
miss all the moments we have tgt when we hang out .

seriously cant think wad will happen next sem .
wad will become of us leii ?
will there still be HB ?
wad will HB end up in .
still as gd as last time ?
or we will just slowly fade apart ?

i dunno .
maybe i reali have to leave it to fate le .
haiz .