Friday, July 26, 2013

Bad luck hui hui

I have to say.... 
Most of the things that are happening in my life is not going my way at all. 

It started since.... 
I dunno when... 
I guess things just didn't went well and I'm affected by so many other things 
Attracting more and more negative events to happen around me . 

So now I keep telling myself . 
Everything will be fine. 
And things will turn out ok . 
Look at everything with a more positive prospect . 

After the total meltdown the other day . 
I am more or less sure of it 

My bad luck has run out . 
Thing will be better for me 
I will find an awesome job that pays me well and gives me good benefits and appreciate me . 

I will be able to cherish every love ones I have around me . 
Despite the arguments, I still love them truly . 

I will be able to be loved by someone who thinks I'm special and loves me for me despite my flaws and imperfections . 

Lastly, I will be able to flourish in whatever things I do and be successful and set a goal to not let others bring me down . 

The only person can bring me down is me and not others . 
So I shouldn't let others . 


Friday, July 12, 2013

Bangkok trip with le girls

So I promise to post .
Blogging on the way to work... 

I'm so sleepy~ but oh well....

So me and the girls went to BKK not too long ago . 
We did loads of shopping and eating and even massages . 

It's fun to go overseas with just friends . 
No parental control... Hehe 
Even though we didn't went to drinking places neither did we drink . 
But we had our fair share of fun and satisfaction from the shopping . 
Though it was tiring, it was all worth it . 

I won't eleborate on the details of the days . 
The pictures will explain, a picture speaks a thousand words right ^^ 



























Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Clarity

"Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?"

I guess it's really like that huh .
letting go~

it's always never easy to let go....
because the feelings will never be gone, just buried .
from now on i have to change the way i look at you le .
i believe i can .

even if we tell others we no longer care or love that person...
but somewhere in us, we know that is not entirely true .

why lie to ourselves ?

no longer my lover, neither my ex....
i should see you the way i seen you in the first place, a bro .
hahaha

i have to believe so .

sometimes knowing too much hurts so bad .
but i rather know and let my heart die then to carry on any false hope .




Friday, July 5, 2013

Updates

Hi guys,

Its been awhile...
will be blogging out my BKK trip soon.

Will schedule it to be posted next week .
i am thinking of going under the radar for a month or so....

haha .
i know it may sounds silly .
but....
i dunno and feels unclear about a lot of things....
so....

Starting from next week....
i wont be tweeting...
posting pictures on insta .
will just and rest out for a month .

Miss me loads k