Monday, February 24, 2014

bad luck at workplace

It's either I'm jinx or me and this place doesn't get along...

I have been really bad luck at this new work place.
all kinds of work hazard happening .

First my fingers got cut when doing work...
Today i realise i lost my new blazer...
Secondly i just got a bump on the head by the rollings shutters .

What else will come .
Not so anticipating...
i see the need to go pray and get all this bad luck away from me .


Monday, February 17, 2014

Sex in the City

A secret i failed to mention....
i watched the movies again....
Part 1 and 2...

Heartfelt feelings and thoughts about the things...
Every relationship has its own problem .
and it takes two to resolve and come to an understanding...

I'm glad i found who i have now...
Cause you would take the effort to talk things out unlike others...
you take the initiative to resolve it .

I love u...
try to bare with me of all these insecurities...
i wann to feel secure too and will try my best .
despite feeling the love u have was just not enough...
insecurities are born within me .

EVER THINE, EVER MINE, EVER OURS

Thursday, February 13, 2014

处女座 8月23-9月22日

吵架时,处女女爱说狠话。
当她转身走后,她多么希望你能追上来紧紧抱住她,
哪怕说一句:不要走,我需要你。都有可能让她回头。
若你放她走,那她所说的狠话都有可能成真,处女女看似坚强其实很脆弱。

没有安全感没有方向却有目标知道自己喜欢什么不喜欢什么。
周末喜欢一个人宅在家喜欢宁静的生活
但这种宁静的生活又令自己想太多精神上折磨自己自虐狂。
也许生活中没有对错只是信仰不同
你甚至会问自己非要无止境地折磨自己吗纠结完之后纠结这就是处女座。
你愿意去爱这个处女座吗?
女座无论对亲情友情爱情也有很大的触动,
特别是在离别的时候,尽管他不肯用言语去表达自己的内心,
但是他的心里却是非常的不舍,眼泪也在心里不断地流。
他对你好,就绝不会绝情,因为他在乎你这个人不舍得你走。
嗯,这就是处女座,口是心非的处女座
【处女座爱情上的优点】
顽皮、友好、自然有灵性、接纳、体贴、投入、不拘泥、体谅、容忍、慈善。
【处女座爱情上的缺点】
古怪、有些不可靠、自我中心、冷酷、冷淡、很难承诺、反复权衡、变化无常。
【处女喜欢的】
浪漫的感觉、被欣赏、稳定、被需要、被一种神秘力量所笼罩、被别人鼓励自己的梦。
处女座们总是给自己希望;处女座的人总是爱逞强;
处女座的人总是不相信所谓命运;
处女座的人总是遇强愈强;
处女座的人总是成全别人却废了自己;
处女座的人总是被占有欲特强;
处女座的人总是不轻言放弃;
处女座的人总是替别人找借口安慰自己;
处女座的人总在爱情面前丢掉了尊严。
【处女座什么都比别人多一点】
多情、多心、多疑、多变、多嘴、多问、多骂、多理、多爱、多恶、多事、多深、多算、多恨、多念、多念、多真、多喝、多苦、多忙、多怕、多愁、多猜、多梦、多虑什么都比别人多一点。因为太神经质,太敏感,太左思右想,因此不能享受真正的轻松。
处女座不喜欢激烈的东西,觉得危险不可靠。
喜欢营造自己的生活圈,在固定的时间见固定的人,去固定的饭馆,吃固定的饭菜。
不相信一见钟情,太过热情的男生,只远观。很慢热,耐得住寂寞,
对待感情绝对宁缺毋滥。玩得起暗恋,也经得起暗恋的折磨。
概括之:自然、安稳、纯粹、实在
处女座在生气的时候会说出很难听的话去伤害对方以维护自己所谓的面子,
等到冷静下来回想自己的行为和语言时,常懊恼不已。
处女总在伤害总在反思总在后悔。处女的心不是坏的,
但总在最后是弄巧成拙。请原谅这样的处女
很多人都不看好处女座,认为他们霸道、个人主义、占有欲极强……等等一切。
但是,处处们其实并非所想的那样“理所当然”。
我有占有欲,但我很隐忍;我们有能力领导、统一,
及保护我们爱的人,爱生活爱家人爱朋友,对于所爱的人,我们可以通过牺牲来换取他们的笑脸。我想说,这一切是很伟大的。
处女座是一个要求完美的星座,
那么在爱情上也是这样的,他们决不允许自己离婚,
虽然有的时候感觉两个人时间久了,
没有了激情,但是他们知道自己是无法离开另一半的,
而且他们也决不允许离婚一词出现在自己人生的字典里面,
所以知道自己不能放弃,那么不如努力的让自己和另一半快乐起来,这样才会幸福
处女女是没有安全感的孩子,爱音乐,非常爱,怕黑,却习惯晚睡,
喜欢隐藏真正的心事,喜欢有口袋的衣服,否则会不知道手放在哪里,
习惯抱臂,习惯冷战,有时会突然不知所措,
喜欢窗户,喜欢蜷缩,喜欢写字和阅读,有时会莫名的孤单,
处女座总是有很多想法,总是追求最好,总是很心软,总是为别人着想,
总是在做错事时先责怪自己,恋爱中的处处总是认为做什么都不对,
总是想把最好的留给对方。处处很善良,没有真正的仇人,
别人对他的伤害总是很快忘记并宽容对方,处处还是个固执的偏执狂
处女座追求井井有条,不停将问题抽丝剥茧,所以容易神经质和强迫症。
总觉得自己达不到最佳状态自然伤不起,悲观的处女座是最孤独的。
孤独因为对完美的苛求和不能达到理想的痛苦,
想要做得更好,结果总是欠一点,於是只能悲观地孤独下去。
完美之下斯人独憔悴

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Predictable // Positive thinking

Have you ever met someone that is so predictable ??

I did... 
But i prefer to be ignorant around this type of people...

Wanted to rant non-stop about this issue .
but as predictable as it seem, i will not talk about it .

It is only right to be positive and focus on myself now .
The secret to happiness is none other then being positive with everything .
the change of aspect about one matter can make a big difference to how you feel .

It is good to just smile and let nature take its course of action .
What meant to happen will happen .
What meant to be will be .
What one will become is their choice .

Whining will never help or so I've learnt .

If you tell lies too often and it becomes a habit .
If you are fake always, you'll never get a true friend .
If you stir shit up too often, karma will hit you back soon .
If you are negative always, you'll affect your surrounding .

So I rather to be honest, true, nice and POSITIVE .
I guess these are simple ways to be happy .


Tuesday, February 11, 2014

quickie updates!

About one week into the new job~
I'm currently still not assigned a proper job scope...
but if i am assigned one in the near future which i believe to be soon...
I hope i could do a great job and do my best with as minimal mistake made...

I would want my portfolio to be fast-learner, initiative and meticulous .
in hoping to really save enough $$ to pay back all my loans and also to be able to save up to study again .
this time would prefer to save a lum sum before pursuing into my studies again .

this time maybe instead of being greedy to get a double major .
i should leave it to studying my interest and passing the degree as easily as possible .

Aside from that a little rants about work...
Work has been boring... 
and sometimes a little annoying . 

Sway in some sense as i cut myself on the first week of work...
and the cut is rather deep that i fear my middle finger might look deform...

But still the most annoying thing....
is non other as the too free and nothing to do feel .
I was told to do cold calling but wasn't provided with a telephone .
but for the list i have email now... 

Annoyed people annoying me 

Friday, February 7, 2014

Blogging more often

I guess I will blog more often from now on . 

Cause I'm left with this platform to vent anger and still remain some parts of me . 

I'm trying to stay positive about stuffs but things just dun get better and it isn't my choice . 
Being a girl I will complain and whine about everything to the people around me . 
But I will tend to grumble and complain more to the ones I care and gives two shits about them . 
It's just a thing I do...
But seriously by saying I complain too much and you can't take it ? 

Like I can just dun tell u anymore and dun blame me if you are not updated with what is going on . 
Because everything I say will end up with a complain or a rant about my life ! 

I'm not happy neither am I contended to be working so there is nothing good to come out from this . 

Just cut my hand today and I'm feeling a huge tad of grumpiness ! 
Easily annoyed !! 



Tuesday, February 4, 2014

A sudden urge to blog

Hello... I'm back . 
Wahahaha !!! 
Okay lame but still I have no way to rant . 
So I'm back here telling you guys my troubles .(as usual) 

I guess it's just my experience and I'm pretty afraid of liars . 
And yes I'm meant literally... 
It might sound stupid...
But I have been lied to by too many people that I loved and also those whom I thought loved me .
But apparently they dun love me that much to not lie to me . 

So if you wann to say I have trust issues I'll just keep mum and admit to it . 
If what I know about you started off as a lie, then didn't I fell in love with a person that do not exist ?

And if your lies have been expose and I can't accept your answer.... 
A crack will then surface in my trust to you . 
So why are people risking all these and tell all these lies to the ones they say they love ? 

I feel hurt not because of the things that you lied about . 
It's the fact that you lied to me . 
And you find a need to have to do that . 
What I dun understand is what need is there for a person to lie to another ?