Thursday, May 29, 2014

Caring too much

Maybe I should start reflecting on how much I care... 

I guess I was just caring too much about you . 
And I think I dun need to, since you clearly dun need me nagging at you . 

If you find the nagging irritating then from this day on I shall no longer nag at you . 

Because then I dun need to argue with you, or I dun need to get cold shoulders from you just because I care... 


I wanted to spent more time with you but it doesn't seems that way to you . 
Having to wake up so early everyday just to spent that extra hour with you . 
Sending you to work...
But to you I guess it's just annoying huh . 

Maybe I should meet you less... 
Give you time to go social media to find new girls to talk to . 
Let you open up your option huh . 



Thursday, May 22, 2014

...

It's just heart breaking to know that you are falling apart and no one is there to catch you and pick you up. 

I would rather not fall if I can . 
But to the least I would like to know if I'm falling apart someone will be there...
To catch me... To minimize the damage or hurt...

You words are just like blazing darts... 
That is hitting on the bull-eyes of my hearts . 

I told myself... 
Say it out and hear the cold hard truth... 
Even if I get hurt it's still the truth... 


Thursday, May 8, 2014

Use to...

Happiness use to come in whatever we do even if we're apart....

But now smth have change...
I felt it... 
Dk if you felt it... 

Wonder if you still wann this or not ? 

Friday, May 2, 2014

Overweight is the BIG issue !

I'm so pissed with myself for becoming fatter and fatter . 

Even with all the talk about slimming and the actions taken on diet pills and correction meals ! 

I'm just a lazy bum ! 
Craziness~ 

I think the real best way to slim is really through sweating and exercising and really not being lazy ! 

One most important fact is to not over eat or eat too much good food on a daily basis . 

I practically need I detox my body :( 
I am not super overweight and I hate it !