Thursday, July 24, 2014

Do u care enough ?

Do u care for me because I'm your gf or because u love me ? 

I can take care of you 24/7 by your side when u are sick.... 
But when I'm sick there is no sense of urgency from you.... 
U know I need to eat medicine for dinner... 
And now it's 8pm and you are no where to be seen...

U end work at 0530.... 
Wait for the uncle to fetch u home and reach home maybe 6 or 0630... 
Given 0630 you say need to bathe... 
Give u til 7.... 
And if you were to leave house at 7 and come find me I should have already be in  the midst of my dinner... 
But now I call u... 
U say u still home and wann to rest awhile.... 

I am totally speechless and upset and disappointed in you.... 

If like that must well dun come....  
Why make the effort if you dun really have the urgency and heart to do it for me.... 

Time over time.... 
I see and sense no urgency from u when it comes to us.... 
Do u really love me.... 
U make me doubt myself over and over again... 

First is trust issue 
And now this.... 
Do u care and make the effort to come because you love me or because I'm your gf....

I'm very very disappointed.... 

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Human being are so fragile

We human are so fragile... 
Being said that, it's sad knowing that we can lose anyone at anytime... 

A broken heart can heal with time... 
That is the saying..
Or at least I think it's somewhat around that line...

Going through what I have... 
I learnt to grow and mature... 
But deep down, I know I would still love to be a childish person...

Seeing ah gong lying on his hospital bed, trembling at the cold and fighting the pain he feel....
Breaks my heart, knowing that all we can do is see him in this state and there is nothing we can do to help....


Friday, July 11, 2014

New environment, new perspective

I really missing working with friends... 
Esp the crazy girls from C&C . 
If not because of the obvious reasons we would still be happily working, drinking, shopping tgt. 

Now it's just the occasional meetup.. 
Oh well but I'm satisfied... 

Now I'm happy at my workplace though it's just third day... 
Everything is okay except the manager too touchy ah ! 

Looks potentially well for now.. 
I think I might stay til next year or more . Stable income... 
Like a finally... 
Hahaha . 

I going to be rich girl again ! 
Song bo... 
Finally without people around me that would suck my money... 

Going back to work lo... 
Staying happy and keeping good perspective 

Thursday, July 3, 2014

yet again

haiz....
i first time dun feel stress about leaving...
but its the trouble for money....

I think it is kind of predicted...
Cause i have the thought since last week...
just that have yet to act on it...

Now just this little problem...
once resolved we move on with life again..