Saturday, September 27, 2014

It never the end...

It's just a new beginning... 

I plan to go through things slowly, 
It feels like I have been push down to express lane to do it ASAP...

Maybe I dun deserve anything that I wann... 
But still time will heal time will tell... 

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Strive harder than I use to...

This time no more just words and no action ! 

I always procrastinate or else I will give excuses... 
Diet and give up if I dun see any result... 
But now it's different..
I will go on strict diet and also regular exercise. 

No more procrastinating...
I won't cut alcohol even though it's fat... 
But I will definitely cut down all unhealthy food... 

I believe I can achieve what I wann and need ! 

I know I can
I will do it 
Motivation  !!! 

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Timing is so wrong

In the beginning there was me... 
Then I met you... 
It seems sad to see you having low self esteem...
So I decided to cheer you up and care for you.

But you always enjoy to irritate and annoy me... 
Then you confess and ask me to be tgt... 
I can never forget the methods you used and how many times you asked...
In the end I gave in and we began... 

After about 1 month? 
The relationship went downhill rapidly... 
And you broke my heart and we ended...

But I couldn't bare being without you, so I stayed by you while you figure out...

But as time pass, I had my problems...
We drifted and eventually someone else turn up...

This time round I broke your heart...

You waited and was there for me...
But I push you away...
Asking, begging you to look for someone else better...

Now you did...
I felt a tear in my heart...
I think it broke again...

Cause I realize I still love you... 
But it's too late.. 
Because no matter how hard I try...
I know your devotion will be with her... 

I lost my stand and my fighting chance... 
So I'm only left with wait... 

Friday, September 19, 2014

Emo takes over

So many things on my mind... 
Haiz...

I took out my phone to type this out... 
But right now... 
I'm staring blank at this page... 

I'm a girl... That has difficulty in choosing... 
When given an option, I just can't make a decision... 
So now... 
I would say... It's my own fault... 

As I have been told
"If it's meant to be, it will be"

So now... 
I will face all that comes to me... 
Because I want all the best for everyone I love ! 

"哭吧要哭就尽情的哭, 但是哭完了就重新再来"