Thursday, March 31, 2016

Did I ever loved you?

I guess not... I thought I did
But as time pass, I realize I didn't love you....
You were just someone who could provide me a sense of securities and the reason why I didn't left you first when my ex wanted me back was because I felt guilt towards you. 

Cause you broke up with your gf so that we could be tgt . 

and I felt that I owe you that....
So I gave up the one I loved just to be with you....
Then you started your lies and cheats...
That was when I felt like the stability you provided me was shaking... 

Now to think back... 
I was heartbroken when you broke up with me... 
Cause I lost someone to rely and fall back on...
But it's okay now... 

Cause I don't feel anything towards you 

Cause I felt back the love that I never felt for you...

I feel sad that I have wasted 17 months with you... 
Could have done better with these time 

But what's past is past... 
Life will treat me better cause I deserve that 

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Once again history repeats

History repeats itself and I am back to square one... 

This time round things didn't went the way I thought it would...
So I guess one way or another it just telling me, everyone is different 

One man can give up old flames for new sweet hearts but some others are just faithful or too afraid to let go 

You taught me how to hate...
But I am learning on my own to love myself
Learning to cherish myself rather than waiting for someone to come and sweep me off my feet 

Crossing my fingers and all haters can bang wall and die 

LOL