Thursday, April 28, 2016

I appreciate black humor

I was wondering if this movie is considered black humor.
But it was boring at first but.... at ending part got me in awe.
like i appreciated it.

I laugh at points that people didnt.
In the cinema and even with my friends, they just think the movie was boring.
But i didnt think it was bad.

maybe i am sick in the mind too.

just in case you are wondering...
i am referring to the movie Mr.Right.
trailer attached. Enjoy!!

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Yet another week has gone by

Have been lazing at home these few weeks including the weekend...

Sleeping it off and spending it on quality me time. 

P came to visit and is making me slept throughout ytd and today... 

What a waste of my resting weekend..
Or maybe just because I got a day off and my body knew that this is the time to rest as much as I can...

Since that I was going through insomnia for the past weeks 

So after the mask I have on now... 
I'll most probably turn in 
Catch up as much sleep as I can 

Monday, April 18, 2016


How do you determine a feelings towards someone ? 
Do I like you or not ? 
I dk how to determine that

The slightest changes makes me feel uneasy 

I don't even know how you exactly felt about me.... 
What do you regard me as ? 

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Be the reason I smile

Lost the reason to be happy...
So many times I doubt myself if I can ever be happy, but people keep telling me to open up...

Every time I try opening up I always end up hurt... 
Yes there was moments of happiness...
But those are just temporary....

It's difficult to find that one uniquely blissful happiness that I deserve 

Just hope there is someone out there that will become the reason I smile in daze

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Rainy days

Finally~ after so long... 

The hot and sunny weather is gone... I hope ? 
But today rained so heavily... 
Cooling and soothing to sleep in... 
Didn't slept in myself 
But just lying in bed is definitely super comfortable...
With the scent of the candles filling up the room is just so comforting 

So how are people spending their rainy weekend ? 

Monday, April 4, 2016

Pay raise = more work

So i am feeling the stress at work right now 
more and more work to deal with
hope that i can handle it well

have been going meetings over meetings
brain cells dying plus work piling up.

clear as much and as fast as i can.
but sometimes the mind will just go blank.

hopefully the stress will cause me to have a massive drop in weight
read a article saying stress is a bad thing
half agree and experiencing the effects of it.